i havent been here in years! anyone still watch me?

im sorry to say to you all that i wont be online for over a month because i have broken up with my girlfriend cally whose computer i have always used. I feel horrible and computing and the internet is the least of my problems but it is only fair to let you know.

thank you all for being here for me

ive got a perzine going...



the contents include:

Why I cant ride a bike
The problem with police today
British School Problems
Clearing out your head/literal junk
Animal rescue stories

and more!

its 90p post paid in the UK
$1.50 all the way to the USA
and talk to me about trades/europe/world prices.

paypal is good (crabfacedninja@straightedgeonline.org) or cash/uk cheque

if ya have a distro let me know!

i stole this meme from cobweb_grey

you have to list your 10 fave music vids and link them to youtube for people to watch them.

1. depeche mode - question of time
a lovely song about how i love my girlfreind
2. goldfinger - open your eyes
go vegan!
3. bjork - pagan poetry
smex oh yeah!
4. the cure - figurehead demo
too good for words
5. katatonia - teargas
a really sad song
6. the beautiful mistake - this is who you are
an upbeat one i think
7. erasure - ship of fools
so true
8. tsunami bomb - dawn on a funeral day
great song
9. emperor - i am the black wizards
mwahahaha cheese
10. afi - he who laughs last
loving the braces
bonus 1.immortal lego! - mountains of might
see for yourself
bonus 2.making of afi video
fun stuff

allot of stuff has happened

i have a job now and i have a cold too

the dole and my ex boss are fucking wankers

here be a list of stuff i have no money for... *ahem*

subscription to terroriser
all zines pending
wake up and live 5 + 6 (plus other zines ive neglected to buy)
throwdown album
third haunted album
all dead+gone merch that is not currently owned
tony hawks American Wastland
constant gardener
final fantasy 12
mario cart DS
news from nowhere books (too many to name)
and SUBSCRIPTION TO LJ RAN OUT :,-(

just lettin you all know that me and cally are okay now, i was just having alil bit of time off to think about things, but now we are back together.

thanks to all those people being supporive of cally and me

you come home to your lovely girlfriend who has a new skimpy nighty on and wants to kiss you as you walk in.

she rules <3

i went to a show around 8 and went off to my mates band. the bad thing was someone twatted me on the ear and nearly ripped it off. at about 10 i went to the hospital to get it stitched up and now i have stitches and an achey ear :-(

worst of all it cost me a quarter of my weeks money just to get there, pay in and come home...

Ask me a question about each of the following:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal
7. Myself
8. Other

...no matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.... just ask it!

Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

i quit my job on saturday night.

now all i need is money and im home free...

i feel like at this time of year noone speaks to eachother anymore.... i hope all you guys are doing well in college and work because i miss us talking :-(

jay is a dumb ass

i had an alright day today because i didn't get into trouble for not doing my homework and I got to see the new George Clooney film "Good Night and Goodluck" which i think was quite good concidering it was wholey made by a large study as an independant competitor. His other film about terrorism looks okay also but i probly wont see it.

I came home around 7 to see cally and we had a cool time drawing and such but i just deleted all my emails including important college-magazine editor type stuff :-S

i am a hopeless

today i got up and my mum was there and she said "your face is fat" which is a lovely way to begin a day.

then i went to town and saw my mate tony who promised me a sick of it all ticket for a fiver. so im waiting out side the show about 1 hour later and i ring him to see why he isnt there and he tells me hes sold it to someone else for a tenner. i wouldnt mind but i waited for a long time and then he didnt even call. I meen i would have paid the ten, why not see if id offer.


sucks

im feeling a little low again so im gonna say what is nice:

:cally getting me free batman comics
:lemon T&T
:pokemon 2000

that is all :-(

im on a role...

Guilt	What is yours?	Explain yourself
Culinary:	linda mccartney pies	my mum just keaps buying them! honest!
Literary:	miracle girls	i dont know why either
Audiovisual:	disney	happy times
Musical:	senses fail	some times you just want some
Celebrity:	keanu reaves	snazzy guy

Now I tag:-

cobweb_grey glam_by_the_lb jillus siyamau and _mourningstar_


to complete this same Quiz, Its HERE.

cheer me up

Meme, swiped from cobweb_grey

Fill this out, please?

1. Real name and/or screen name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. Do you read my LJ:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favourite place to be:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:
14. Do farts make you laugh:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you.
4. Optional. Post a picture of you:

i feel a bit down today because everthing that im suposed to be doing is going pear shaped. All the college stuff, all the money stuff, all the fun stuff is going wrong right now and I really wish I could get some kind of a release. I feel a little bit depressed because I have to have my Coursework done by the end of this week and I don't know what I'm doing. I'm down also because I'm trying to make art and it just comes out crummy. All that and I have no money. I guess its not so bad but it can't all be hormonal, I need to have some kind of fun in like an emotional way somehow? I don't know what that meens but its what i need.

peace